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“This is a new year. A new beginning. And things will change.” 

So do all that you want to. Because in the end, all the regrets that you'll have, they'll be for not doing something you wanted or could have.

" Haso, gao, muskurao, kya pata kal ho na ho?! "

[ Laugh, sing, smile, who knows whether tomorrow we'll be here?! ]

Her sweet scent

She stretched and looked around. She gently slid out of the bed and ran to take a shower. He saw her, sometime later, her lithe body wrapped in a towel. In his towel. Her curls cascading beyond her waist. Her strong collar bones. Her perfect Cupid-bow lips. And her eyes. Oh,those eyes! They captivated him like no other.
He took her name. She turned around with a gasp. She blushed, with her clothes ran back inside.
He was staring intently at the door. Today he'd ask her. Today he'd say all that he'd been meaning to.
She stepped out, looking very much the goddess he thought her to be. She met his eye with such passion, he had to look away. After all, he was the one responsible for the mess.
She came up to him. He made up his mind, was already preparing a speech in his head. She pushed him against the wall. He gulped. He met her eyes. The burning desire in them surprised him. She kissed him. And then she kissed him some more. He held her face in his hands, he kissed her back, almost as if he was trying to match her intensity.
She knew this was the last time she'd see him. She knew this wasn't working out. And it would damage both of them even more,if she over stayed.
She pulled back, he was looking at her with a thousand question marks in his eyes. There would be answers. But not this morning.
She kissed him again, pulling him toward her. She kissed him passionately. Like it was him she was deriving oxygen from. Like her whole life depended on him.
She memorized the way his hands would always meet at the small of her back. She memorized the intoxicating cologne-y scent of his room. The taste of his cigarette stained lips. They pulled apart what seemed ages later.
He opened his mouth to say something but he saw something in her eyes that convinced him that what was going to follow,was inevitable.
She grabbed her bags,took a last look around this second home of hers and burst out of the room. She ran down the stairs only to stop after climbing into the backseat of a cab. Then the tears began to flow. How she wished there was something she could do to work it out. She sighed deeply. They both had done their best. But maybe they were too passionate and the fire ended up burning them instead.
His eyes swept the room, searching for some kind of reminder even though he knew he'd never forget her. His eyes fell on the towel. He grabbed it like it were his lifeline, inhaling the sweet scent of her magnificent skin.

"Never thought we'd have a last kiss,
Never imagined we'd end like this,
Your name,forever the name on my lips,
Just like a last kiss."

Always A Part Of Me.

There are some people that come into your lives, and just pass leaving behind only a faint fragrance of their being.

And then there are some that transform your life and turn it into a kaleidoscope of colors. 

As Holly says in P.S I Love You,

"That'll be the end."
"The end of what?"
"Of life as we know it"

This is dedicated to you, who impressed on my heart, loads of things. Opened my mind to new ideas. To the people whom I first felt a little for.

We may not have lasted. Our story may not even have begun... But you're in my heart.

" Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall into place "

Maybe we just weren't meant to be. Maybe, despite what you or I, or we both thought, it wouldn't have worked out. 

And I just want you to know, that there is a part of me that has never stopped liking you. A part of me which wants you to like what I do or say because you're a part of me too.

This may not make sense. Actually it doesn't. All I want you to know is, I loved you. :)

Take care

Cya!

xx

Blahblaholic ♥ ©

Happy Birthday Shah Rukh Khaaan! ♥

“I don’t sit around complaining about the lack of good roles. I will play Raj 85 times and still make him different.”

“I’d die if people didnt recognise me. I would not be able to walk on the road if people didnt mob me. That’s what I work for.”

2nd November. We all know it is Happy Birthday Shah Rukh Khan day.

This post is merely the tip of an iceberg of the immense respect and love I have for SRK. Really :)

This kid has turned 46 today!

I was in first standard. Since I was a kid, summer vacations meant going to Surat and A'bad. Surat mein my mom's eldest sister, husband their 2 daughters stay. We used to have an amazing time there with both didis and their doggies. :D 

Didis' room ka walls were covered with SRK posters. The elder one, she LOVED him like crazy. The younger one liked him, not so much. BTW, elder younger yes, but both are elder to me.

So, I literally grew up watching SRK movies.

Baazigar, Kabhi Ha Kabhi Na, Karan Arjun and hello Dilwale Dulhania Le Jayenge ♥, Yes Boss, Dil Toh Pagal Hai, Kuch Kuch Hota Hai ♥ , Mohabbatein, Josh, Phir Bhi Dil Hai Hindustani ♥, Asoka, Devdas ♥, Chalte Chalte, Kal Ho Na Ho ♥, Main Hoon Na ♥, Veer Zaara ♥ , Swades ♥, Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna, Don \m/ , Chak De India! ♥, Om Shanti Om, [Please note,due to heart over-use :P, I'm not pasting any more hearts though some of the following movies are my favorite] , Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi, My Name Is Khan *RESPECT* , RA.One.

^ And that is not even a complete list. There is Dar, and other many movies but I haven't really seen more than these all. So haven't mentioned them here.

My mom-dad are not really big movie buffs. My dad was one, till he was about 25 or so. Then he got really serious and all :/ And now he watches or atleast wishes to watch only certain type of movies which move/motivate/inspire him to do and be better. But hello, I'm his daughter :D So I've shown you loads of dumb, as some would say torturous movies. Aakhir, yeh main ni karungi, toh kaun karega?! Mera haq banta hai :D 

Recently when I joined this one group on FB, I was asked when did I start loving SRK and his movies. The point is, I always have been one. There is no one wow moment when I realized his awesomeness. I always have been, am and will be a ShahRukhKhanaholic. :)

A few years ago, Orkut was "THE" place to be. I came in very late though as I had heard shit about the site. But I joined it. My first unknown friend was Abhi. And then, through him I met Niyu Di, Shilpi Di, and so on and on and on. I met this whole group of people who loved SRK and they were not just blind crazy fans, they were unique awesometastic individuals. And among them, I've found some of the sweetest, funniest people. :)

I also found HIM *turns red* thanks to Orkut and SRK sir. My best guy friend in school is a SRK fan. 

It took him 5 years to make Ra.One. True, some parts of it were disappointing. I'm saying this on basis of what I've heard because I'm yet to see the movie. But such bashing????

It has suddenly become "cool" to hate on Shah Rukh Khan. 

Soo much negativity on Twitter, messages, blogs, .. If you go out of your way just to insult/abuse/poke fun at him, that speaks volumes about you and your mind. Why would you publish long blogs just to insult him? How is that getting you anywhere? 

Shah Rukh Khan is a self made man. He has come a long long way just because of his hard work and endless amount of passion, energy and dedication towards his work. Have you seen him at all those award shows? He moves, he dances, he laughs, he has an larger-than-life persona on screen, such wit, such charm, such energy. We all are not even half his age and we act so lazy. 

WOW *droooools*

He has millions of fans all over the world. You know why? Because he exudes a level of innocence, of knowing that he deserves this only because he knows how hard he has worked for it. He has a severe back problem but that has NEVER stopped him from doing all sorts of crazy stuff.

He makes me smile. His dimples, his hair, his ability to poke fun at himself, his energy, his willingness to do anything and everything, his charm, oh boy, his charm! *drools*

I Love Shah Rukh Khan. Always have, I do, and always will. Takes guts to invest such a huge number in a super hero movie. And come Christmas, Don 2 will kick some serious ass!

Happy Bday SRK. My idol, my inspiration, my only favorite Bollywood Actor. :)

May you have many many many manyyy more. :)

Wish you a Khantastic year ahead!

“The dream I chased, took me on a journey. A journey more rewarding then the goals, the achievements. When I look back it’s like facing a million mirrors. Each reflection opens a window. A window to the world I’ve just discovered. The world I want to share with all of you ”

“Thank You for giving me so much love, that I don’t miss my parents anymore”

Take care

Cya!

xx

Blahblaholic ♥ ©

"Love is a two way street: Love your hair and it loves you back!"

We all take extreme good care of our cars/bikes/mobiles, but what about our own body, which is indeed priceless?

I always felt out of place,

Wished I could go around, with a thickly veiled face,

Saw beauty all around me,

How I dreamt, wished and prayed that, that same beauty would flow through me.

Saw curly haired people always being bitches on tv,

I wanted straight hair, so badly.

All my cousins, my real brother, everybody had silky straight hair,

Only mine was a bother.

I tried straightening it, was such an epic fail,

My hair had never looked so flat, as if I had drowned it in kiloliters of tel (oil)

Hair became limp, the iron had done its bit.

Realized slowly, I had so much growing up to do,

I was unique, my hair was unique too!

Now when people ask me why don't I straighten my hair,

Or when they call my hair weird, I don't really care,

This curly, crazy, wild hair is a part of me,

When my hair flies while travelling or is a mess when I wake up,

It makes me smile and realize that I should be really happy,

Because that is a part of all those things that make me, ME!

In 7th standard,I really did straighten my hair for a school function. After washing it after a day or two, I realized I had been such a bad person to my hair. My hair soon became pathetically dry and the breakage- don't even ask! No amount of oil or proper diet could cure them and I cursed myself.

Soon, the hair grew itself out and nice squiggly diggly hair replaced the damaged ones. :D
Peace was restored!

My favorite, wow-some hair moment was last year, a day before teacher's day. I wanted to get a hair cut since sooo long, I went to the salon the day before. I told that female,quite firmly,I may add, that she should NOT reduce my hair length drastically. It was 4-5 inches below shoulder level. And ohmigod! She literally butchered my hair. It barely touched my shoulders, and that too while it was blow-dried.

And everyone knows curly hair, if blow dried/straightened appears longer.

I went home and cried. I could not even fit it into a rubber band, forget making plaits!
But it grew on me. And that hair cut still remains the best one. :D
It suited my face and was perfect <3

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This was my hair story. What's yours?

Read this and submit it on IndiBlogger here :)

[ This post was written as a part of the Dove Hair Care Challenge on IndiBlogger. ]

Thanks for reading.

Hope you had an amazing Diwali.

And to all my Gujju readers, Saal Mubarak >:D<

xx
Blahblaholic ♥ ©

Rakhi Special - Fiction #2

She entered the bus with a unique, or as some would say, a strange mixture of happiness and sorrow with a tinge of,  closure? She sat down in the back, alone. She was armed with a notepad and appeared to be scribbling furiously into it, with her eyes and mind totally in what she was writing, not caring to see around, as many other girls of her age would have.

"Dearest Samir Bhaiyya,

                                        Hiiii !! It's been almost 2 months since I haven't said anything to you. And you might be wondering why I am writing a letter to you when, in a short time, we are going to meet. You know how it is with me and spoken word,no? I want to say a million things but when we finally do meet, I might not be able to speak even a few hundred. So I am penning it all down so that you can know what really is in my mind and heart.

                                   School's been going good. 8th standard was a piece of cake and the whole transition from 8th to 9th standard seems bullcrap to me. I mean what's the big deal about it? We are the same. School is the same. Everything is the same. But you know our school na, always hyping up stuff to scare us which they think is going to result in us studying more. Hahaha,as if! But I digress.....

Ma and Pappa are both fine. They have just recently joined Salsa classes! Yeah, our very own mom, who was so embarrassed to even shake a leg during Ganesh Chaturthi and dad, who thought all this was "nonsense" .. It's weird how time changes people,no? Well anyways they're having a gala time and I'm really happy for them. They've just started going out and become a little more enjoy-till-I-die since the past few weeks. 

                              You know what,bhaiyya,we miss you. I, ma, pappa, even that rude old aunty on the 1st floor who used to keep telling you not to feed the cats blah blah, she too keeps asking about you! Huh :(

                          Well there's nothing much that is left to update you upon. I mean 2 mahine pehle what I'd told you about my music class,friends and all, it's pretty much the same. BTW I was thinking I could really use that old olive green jacket of yours. In the words of the great Maithili, it is "HAWT!" Haha, she really did have a crush on you, that crazy friend of mine. 

                       I guess that's it bro. I love you, soooooo much! And miss you even more. 

                                                                                                          Loads of hugs and kisses, 

                                                                                                                                                    Priya. "

She got down the bus and with an heart breakingly beautiful  smile, walked for about 15 minutes.

"Bhaiyyaaaaaaaa!!! Oh God, you have no clue how much I've missed you!!!" she said with a tear slowly running down.

She laid down the letter among the countless others that she had earlier, places new flowers on his grave, tied a rakhi to one of the flower stems and after whispering "I love you bhaiiyaa" she walked away.

We must strive hard, so hard that the generations to come know the word 'Cancer' as just another zodiac sign.

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I hope you brothers really do protect your lovely sisters and I hope all sisters got awesome gifts =D

 Happy Independence Day to Pakistan!! And as Hamza puts it in this post of his here,  "Ao iss saal hum dono apas mei dosti karlein! Ab Larai khatam kro, bus pyaar kro yar " 

Ayushi Di reading my post 'Dark Days' mentioned me in her overflowing with positivity post here. Thank you sooo much Di *tons of hugs* According to me, this is her BEST post! Made me miss him that much more!

Risha Di awarded me here .. Loook! I am there, 7th on the list :"> Thaanku diii ! >:D< This has been her BESTEST post :D. Every single thing written over there made me go "omg that is me. and oh,that too!" Aries Rule \m/

Mehreen picked me Blogger Of The Week here! All those sweet words she used for me :"> Thank you sooo much!! This is her CUTEST post. The cats awwwwwie <3

I was thinking of listing 3 bloggers below every post, in alphabetical order saying why I follow them and listing their fav post according to me. What Say?

Take Care People.

Peace <3

XoXo

[First Attempt!] Sparks Fly,And So They Did! -Fiction #1

Author's Note : If you don't like cheesy, lame fairytale-y things,skip this post and read some other post of mine :)
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Oh :/ I hate social gatherings. And I can not even begin to tell you why. 
I feel out of place, I feel alone and mega awkward -__-
Thank God the voices in my head give me company ;)
So here I am at this completely lame-ass party to celebrate my parents' friends' 50th anniversary or some other crap. And I am here because my parents couldn't make it.
Yeah,you read it right. I'm here as a 'representative' of my family. Me!! Hahaha, it doesn't get any more ironic and weird!
Why is that waiter staring at me? Oooh shit,just realized I was speaking aloud.. Hehe, happens to the best of us,no? Doesn't happen with you? Well then you aren't the best :)
God, feeling out of place always makes me say lame things to myself.
Oooh oohh oooohh there's the champagne guy, I think I'm gonna just go ahead and take one!

Okay Shania, calm the fuck down :| If you act this way, everyone's gonna know that this whole mature thing is a fake. Okay breathe in, out,in out.. Whew. These girls make me so nervous. What with their over plucked eyebrows and them fake nails constantly tapping away at their BBs. Hmpf >:p 
Mmmmmmmm .. It's not for nothing that they call this bubbly.
Ugh :/ I've sent texts to atleast 10 of my friends but no bloody person is even replying. I think I'm just gonna wait till uncle aunty cut the damn cake and then leave. I can't stand this awkwardness any more :/
*phone rings* Heyyyyyyy baby! U ill not believe how bloody bored I am. Oh shit, that was too loud.. Erm excuse me.. No no, not you, the waiter, I'm trying to get to the back of this hall. Yeah, hey. No no, I'm alone. It's not funny bitch. You know how I am at these things right? Ur mom's shouting? Ugh .. Do u really have to go? Fuck it man. Allrite, no, its not your fault. Yeah text me if u can. Yeah sure bye.
"Hey There!"
Ohmigod ohmigod ohmigod cute guy alert.. Omg his hair is so goddamn sexy. I would just die to run my fingers through it. Oh shit,shut your mouth. He said something to me didn't he? But what? Goddammit come up with a reply!
"Hi, how you doing?"
Now how hard was that? Idiot. Oh God I hope my face is okay. And why the hell did I not use the serum in my hair???! Oh right, I thought it'd be of no use coz everyone's gonna hate me anyways. This always happens to me :| Ugh!
*with an amused smile* "I am doing good. My name is Rounak, by the way. You here alone?"
"Yeah, my parents couldn't make it. I am Shania."
"Your name is beautiful. Suits you!"
Oh god I am blushing right to the roots of my hair. Oh god save me!
"Thank you so much!"
*pulls off 2 glasses from the tray* "Here.. Nice party isn't it?"
"It's good but I'm afraid I don't really know anybody so ... :/"
"Hahaha thank God! I was so afraid of saying anything bad about this thing coz I thought that you know you'd turn out to be related to these people or something!! Wanna dance?"
"Ermm.."
Stupid stupid stupid STOOPID! Say yes damn you! Say yes! This doesn't happen everyday u ass. Say yes!
"Sure I'd love to!"

Two dances and 4 glasses of bubbly later, I am viewing this world through this golden haze. God,this Raunak. He not only looks so damn faiiiiiine <3 but is intelligent -thank God!- and he has this way of looking at me which makes me blush like some 13 year old! Oh he's pulling me off to another dance .. He smells amazing too <3 Mmmmmmmmmm......................

So I just got home and hey guess what?! I got his number and we're going for a date on Sunday :) 
I'm not going to jinx it but you know, I feel like this really is it! Feels like I'm living a fairytale <3
Mom keeps asking whats up with this 100000 watt smile but i'm not saying! :D
Dear diary, what would I've done without you?! 
Well I'm now gonna go to bed and dream :) Coz today I found out that sometimes dreams come true.
Sometimes your reality becomes so much better than your dreams :)




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Yeah so that was just my first attempt. It was very cheesy I know :P I am going to try and get better :)
Allrite, thanks for reading!

Ramadan Mubarak .. And then some! :)

Firstly, Ramadan Mubarak to all >:D<
First day was good,thankfully. I thought it'd harder now that there's no school to distract me but it was good!
And no,I'm not a Muslim. I am a Hindu Gujju and last year when I was fasting during 'Moda Khyaat' I was texting my friend Rimsha and when she told me Ramzan/Ramadan was approaching,I got this feeling. You know that feeling in your stomach and you know,you JUST KNOW!
And so last year was the first time I fasted. Now purists may say I didn't really keep 'Roza' and they're right because I don't read the Quran nor do I go to the masjid. I can't! But well you do what you have and I'm trying to do all that I can!
Wish you all the very best and I just hope that your all sorrows and other stuff get well soon :)
I'm trying hard to keep a pure mind. It's a little difficult after being used to 11 months of cussing but I'm getting there!
Please pray for one of my friends. His name is Mansoor. He's one of the nicest people I have ever known! You know that people,who are just plain nice?! He's that. And more :) I hope his health gets better,his mind gets clearer and this month just makes him stronger :)

I got into Jai Hind!!!

*does a lame victory dance* I am kind of bad at dancing :P But whatever. It's the thought that counts,no? :D :D 

I am SO happy! But also a little worried. I am a BIG introvert. I become a full-fledged BlahBlaholic once I get comfortable but that uncomfortable period is SO damn awkward :/ I just hope it's you know, good and all that and that I meet real nice F.Y.J.C Arts students there :)

It's just been a month and now I have 37 followers!!!!!!

                           I am OVERWHELMED. 
Actually overwhelmed ka dad I am :D

I am really really happy! Thank You So Much for showing interest and liking and commenting on my blog  :)
BTW I am younger to almost all of you. And I am new to the blogging world. So any faux pas, stupid designs and layout,anything like that,let me know!
Any suggestions regarding my blog are more than welcome. Genuiinely :)
But don't go out of your way and be mean :P Please!


I got into Pottermore *YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY* If you are  a Harry Potter fan and by fan I mean you have read ALL the books, what you waiting for? Go to www.pottermore.com and wait for the clue. Then unlock it and register FAST! Only 4-5 days to go. I already registered \:D/ You will be part of that privileged one million from across the globe who, in J.K Rowling's words  will "help shape an online reading experience like no other". Go see the video for more details. My username is : FireboltMahogany201. So damn cool,no? :D Goooo!! :)




That's all for now :)
Take Care & Stay Safe!
XoXo


P.s I also blog here. It's only for the rhyming kind of  :P poetry stuff that I write :)

Best Friends Forever ♥

So, as the title suggest this blog is about one friend of mine who I believe and reallly realllyyyy wish stays with me forever!!

Call her China, Chinese or Tj, the fact remains that she is one of  the most encouraging, supportive, spunky, super cool and sweeeeeeetest friend I've ever had :)

So baby,this post is dedicated to you!! :)

 Beautiful  :)

I've known her since Jr.Kg but we became really really realllyyyyyyyy close in 8th grade. I remember when I got close to her because of another girl who got close to me because the guy she liked was one of my besties.. I was crazy about that guy's best friend and I've written so many sad poems,don't even ask :P

Whatever,chuck that .. 

So I've done the dumbest and the silliest and in my language the smartest things with her :D 

She knows stuff about me which is awesome yet so embarrassing that apart from my guy,no one else knows about all that. 

There 've been times when I haven't had to say anything because she would just guess! 

Me and Her

In 10th std,we had to speak about something in English class and once I spoke about her. I spoke about how she has always been there for me and how I intend to see this friendship work out till the very end. And you know what,half way through my speech,I started sniffling.My voice got throaty and if I hasn't been so intent on continuing,I'd have burst out in tears!

Throughout our friendship,Tj and I have 3 out of 5 times had a crush on the same guy!!!! It was so much fun coz we liked and found cute the same exact things! Damn cool that was xD

In 10th grade,whenever I'd get bored,we'd make lists.. About movies,things blah blah we like and you know what,there was nothing I'd like to do better.

People in school would pass chits.But we,the awesome people would pass our books.. And so I've got 3-4 rough books full of  *EPIC* stuff in it.. Stuff I'd not trade for ever!! :)

After the guy I liked,she became my muse and I'm not self-praising but the poems I wrote for/on her are really sweeeeet!!

You know what,I am kind of at a loss of words here. I can only attempt to describe her and our friendship. Actually it's much more than that. I don't know what to call it but whatever it is,it is B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L! There is no one else I trust so much,care for so much or think about so much. Also we gossip LOADS xD

She's now found her guy and I wish them ALL the happiness and love in the world! Their photos make me go 'Awwww' and make me super miss my guy :( But chuck that!
So here's to all those weird drawings and book posts and all that we did.
Here's to making fun of each and every person's outfits and feeling so damn cool.
Here's to giggling and start laughing hard when asked why, here's to laughing SO hard that we have to clutch our stomachs and our cheeks start aching.
Here's to sitting together day after day in school .. To getting next to each other as soon as our class teacher left and then hiding beneath the desks if she randomly showed up -__-
Here's to checking out each and every guy we laid our eyes on and then looking at each other, that one look and we'd know that our views were the same :D 
Here's to having stupid retarded mega-challenged fights but then making up so fast :)
Here's to teasing each other with the people we HATE!
Here's to not talking to and bitching about the people one of us didn't like
Here's to joining social networking sites for each other .. Remember I had joined Orkut because of u! And now you joined Twitter for me :-*
Here's to screaming like someone was out to murder us in that 'Haunted House' thingy in Mulund.
Here's to laughing so freaking loud that people rudely stare :P
Here's to being so awesome that everyone on the road looks at us :P
Here's to having loads and loads and L-O-A-D-S of fun whenever we meet irrespective of the place!
Here's to a million mojitos ;)
And here's to being friends FOR-fucking-EVER! Even after being in different colleges and all shit,here's to being lifelong bitches xD

Tj , I Love You ♥ I'm Always Going To Be There For You .. Just Wanted To Let You Know! Muuuuuaaaaaah!!!

xoxo