"Long live the walls we crashed through, I had the time of my life with you"

Longer relationships do not necessarily mean better because in you two, I find everything I need.

You get me. You get my obsession with sun screen and how I hate realizing I don't have my hand sanitizer in my bag. You know it takes me an hour to finish my ice cream cone. You know that my phone is switched off , or on airplane mode half the time and that's why your call won't get through. You get my love for Taylor and her music. You get my envy for amazing headsets and how I drool over those gorgeous headphones. You get how I like and want my wardrobe to be clean. You also get how my wardrobe would be purple and black black black if I had my way (I hope you read this ma). You get me when I'm typing with correct grammar and punctuation but also when I'm all "omg nOOO! SO BEAUTIFUL I CANNOT OMG JUST CNAT hELP". 

~ Saturn ~

She's the reason why fanfictions are my life now-a-days. She makes me pasta and concocts evil steal-her-phone plans with my younger brother. She thinks she's awkward at deep talks but she doesn't realize (because she's an idiot) how many times she has made me go from what-is-life to smiling and giggling at my phone because of her SURV and just Saturn being the adorable alien that she is! She was my date to the #TwitterYuleBall2012 although she ditched me early and I left a little while later and we missed Chris Rankin, but oh well! She's the one who actually took about a hundred screenshots for me when my phone couldn't, because she just is that nice. She unlocks her phone with her nose sometimes. She's a Slytherin and her creepily awesome evil side comes out sometimes and it is hilarious! She is that friend who steals the cheese off of your toast because she loves cheese. Also that person who makes cold coffee despite having a cold because hey, who cares about colds during exams which might totally make you ill and unable to study which is hard anyway. She has beautiful long hair and also I have this photo of her in yellow which might be one of the cutest photos I've seen of people I know in real life. I've never told anybody 'I love you' in less than two years of knowing them as much as I have told her because I do, I do. She also owes me chocolates, loads of 'em, so yaaay for that! :D

~ Vy ~ 

She knows how awkward and socially handicapped I am around new people thanks to have known me right at the beginning of 11th grade. She has these beautiful brown eyes which look like molten chocolate when light hits them, which is accurate & appropriate since she's very warm and exceptionally trusting. If I had to assign her to a house, she'd probably be a Gryffinclaw. Or a Ravenpuff?  She's the mature one of the group, although I realize that doesn't say a lot! She's technically challenged too, so I don't feel alone and everything. She's the person I bunked my first lecture with, and we went to Marine Drive and just sat there talking. She has epiphanies in showers and also pointlessly has this delusional idea wish that someday I will tell her who my favorite from One Direction is! don't hold your breath coz it's not going to happen. She knows how it feels when your younger siblings just borrow steal stuff from you and her parents say things which are eerily similar to what mine do. She Googled 'Blahblaholic' one day and read a lot of my posts at one go, so FOUR FOR YOU VY! YOU GO VY! I know she's the kind of person who would always give nice advice on being asked even if what you'd done was something terribly mean, because she just is that kind of a gem. She didn't know what MOFOs mean, isn't that precious? :P Hey Vy, I saw a demon child on my way back xD

Saturn and I are going to live together and adopt kids while Vy will live next to us with her charming, sweet, adorable partner and whenever our kid will poop/cry/annoy us we shall call her and she'll take care of everything. But Saturn might also meet some awesome person near some *cough* areas surrounding this city which starts with an N, so I'm not too sure about the idea? But for now, this plan is on like donkey kong.

We are going to have a hispter sleepover filled with One Direction+Supernatural fangirling, ice cream, cheesy movies and the dress code strictly is hair buns, and loose crappy home clothes. We are so fabulous, aren't we? Then we'll ride the trains from the first station to the last and back. And go to a karaoke bar. 

I was just missing these two crackpots so I decided to write this mush vomit. I'll be writing much more frequently now that I have holidays.
See you guys soon.

X

SURV = sunshine, unicorns, rainbows & Voldemort.

Four for you Glen Coco! You go Glen Coco! = Mean Girls quote.

Title = 'Long Live' by Taylor Swift.

I'm Falling For You

Sipping cold juice, on the grass.

Oblivious of everybody, the world spins so fast.

Look into your eyes and I see your love,

Shining and sparkling, stay with me.

Run your hands on my back, you know my weak spots,

My fascination, since day one you have caught.

Smooth your hair with my hands and now I'm gone,

You put me up on cloud nine and I need you now.

You have got me falling for you, fast and how!

Catch me baby, catch me, hold me tight.

Make me smile, make me laugh, we 'll set it right.

The people are looking, but I don't care, 

I see you looking at me, I can't break my stare.

My heart skips a beat and gives me a scare!

Catch me baby, catch me, take me close.

How long will this last, oh no one knows.

But right now you are my star and that's all I know.

So take me dancing, proper and slow.

Make me fall harder, make me fall in love.

Your hand fits mine, perfectly like a glove.

So catch me baby, catch me, coz I'm  falling for you!

Have a beautiful week ahead people. :] x

Happy Teacher's Day Neelam Foi! How I Wish You Were Here Right Now :)

"Nai maaf neechu nishaan" (basically means, always aim HIGH!) is what you would always say. You have no idea how many times all of us continue to quote you!

You're the first person my mind jumps to, when I think about teachers, so I miss you that much more today.

Everything happened so fast .. You were eating, enjoying, watching cricket and wishing us a good day everyday, and suddenly, you just weren't yourself. Everyone says that you're in a "better place" right now. I hope, actually I know you are. But that doesn't really help! :P I still feel like crying .. I miss you. SO MUCH.

Remember all those times you would take my textbooks and read them out to me? I would always cheat a little in Geography. Whether you noticed and let it go, or you didn't, you would always be so happy reading me stories!

I remember how I loved 'Dashavtar' and I couldn't read it myself as it was in Gujrati and you would read it to me. And Bambi. And Tintin. And Nancy from the newspapers! And the English comic strip every Sunday from the paper..

When you were not all that well but I told you about how I was doing Shakespeare's Macbeth in my workshop and you looked through your cupboard all day and found me your copy.. Thank you!

You went out and whenever you did, you would without fail, ALWAYS get Bhuvs and me chocolates. And the way you would give us money not only on our birthdays, but yours as well! As well as on any holiday, on your father's anniversary.. Thank you!

The way you would wish us 'Good morning, good day, bye!' every morning before we went to school and 'goodnight' before going to sleep.. Thank you!

Thank you for all those times you let Bhuvan and me sneakily watch cartoons when we were supposed to study. For all those times you missed your shows and cricket just so we could watch our silly Shinchan and Pokemon! For all those times you would sit next to us and hand over the remote to us for watching whatever we would like.

For all those times you would tell us mom dad were in the building because you would notice their car enter the building, each time you would cover up for us in front of mumma and pappa, just so they would never scold us.. Thank you!

But especially I thank you for always having never ending faith in me. For motivating and encouraging me. For believing in me. For believing that I would be able to do what I wanted, in life.

Thank you for thinking, and telling everyone that I really was working hard for my tenth boards. You were the only one at the time who said that :D

I wish you wouldn't have fallen ill. I wish I never had to see you that way.. I wish you were there to see me score such a good percentage in tenth! I wish you could've been there physically, when I got admission in my college. I wish you were here right now. I miss you Neelam Foi. 

You never got to eat the cheese burst pizzas. You never saw India do so well in Olympics. You didn't see me win something because of my writing.

But what I do know, is that you're smiling down at us from up there. That you're eating all the yummy food that there is in the world! That you read books and watch cricket. 

Happy Teacher's Day Neelam Foi. Thank you for everything. Thank you for all that you did, and didn't do. I was a stupid idiot back then. I wish I would have gotten to tell you how I feel but I know you know. I love you. I love you so much.

I miss you ..

Maria, Oh Maria!

She stared down bravely. She knew what she was doing, rather she had planned this and she would carry on with the plan to the T.

She squeezed her eyes shut and her heart thumped loudly, she could hear her blood ringing in her ears. She sent a silent prayer to the man above, and jumped. Her lithe body, arms gracefully spread like an angel, she crashed into the icy dark waves. Her body tossed & turned like a ragged old mannequin. Her breath came in gasps as the salty water burned her eyes. Her body convulsed and the icy water began to freeze her lungs. She saw herself in kindergarten, performing ballet on the stage. She was 14 and was elected the head of the drama club. Her parents' 50th anniversary. Her first kiss. Her driving license. Her mind started to numb down, she knew it was time to say goodbye. But to whom? Her parents didn't want her. Her sister hated her. And she had no other family.

 'Maria, mariaa' she heard someone call.. Alex! Oh sweet Alex, her love, had come to save her. She pictured his perfect luscious lips, his rock hard abs, his yummy cologne, but he'd gone off with Anne...? Ah! He must have seen the error of his ways. Her body was tossed again and she felt the numbness set in to her very bones. Something warm touched her. Another person... She fluttered her eyelashes, trying to fight the exhaustion, she wanted to look into his electrifying blue eyes..one last time. She struggled and squinted, but she was met with a pool of warm chocolate staring back at her with worry,fear and something else too. Love. It was Zayn. 

She then realized it had been Zayn all along.

-Blahblaholic x

P.S Zayn coz Zayn Malik is drooolicious =D

Always A Part Of Me.

There are some people that come into your lives, and just pass leaving behind only a faint fragrance of their being.

And then there are some that transform your life and turn it into a kaleidoscope of colors. 

As Holly says in P.S I Love You,

"That'll be the end."
"The end of what?"
"Of life as we know it"

This is dedicated to you, who impressed on my heart, loads of things. Opened my mind to new ideas. To the people whom I first felt a little for.

We may not have lasted. Our story may not even have begun... But you're in my heart.

" Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall into place "

Maybe we just weren't meant to be. Maybe, despite what you or I, or we both thought, it wouldn't have worked out. 

And I just want you to know, that there is a part of me that has never stopped liking you. A part of me which wants you to like what I do or say because you're a part of me too.

This may not make sense. Actually it doesn't. All I want you to know is, I loved you. :)

Take care

Cya!

xx

Blahblaholic ♥ ©

Best Friends Forever ♥

So, as the title suggest this blog is about one friend of mine who I believe and reallly realllyyyy wish stays with me forever!!

Call her China, Chinese or Tj, the fact remains that she is one of  the most encouraging, supportive, spunky, super cool and sweeeeeeetest friend I've ever had :)

So baby,this post is dedicated to you!! :)

 Beautiful  :)

I've known her since Jr.Kg but we became really really realllyyyyyyyy close in 8th grade. I remember when I got close to her because of another girl who got close to me because the guy she liked was one of my besties.. I was crazy about that guy's best friend and I've written so many sad poems,don't even ask :P

Whatever,chuck that .. 

So I've done the dumbest and the silliest and in my language the smartest things with her :D 

She knows stuff about me which is awesome yet so embarrassing that apart from my guy,no one else knows about all that. 

There 've been times when I haven't had to say anything because she would just guess! 

Me and Her

In 10th std,we had to speak about something in English class and once I spoke about her. I spoke about how she has always been there for me and how I intend to see this friendship work out till the very end. And you know what,half way through my speech,I started sniffling.My voice got throaty and if I hasn't been so intent on continuing,I'd have burst out in tears!

Throughout our friendship,Tj and I have 3 out of 5 times had a crush on the same guy!!!! It was so much fun coz we liked and found cute the same exact things! Damn cool that was xD

In 10th grade,whenever I'd get bored,we'd make lists.. About movies,things blah blah we like and you know what,there was nothing I'd like to do better.

People in school would pass chits.But we,the awesome people would pass our books.. And so I've got 3-4 rough books full of  *EPIC* stuff in it.. Stuff I'd not trade for ever!! :)

After the guy I liked,she became my muse and I'm not self-praising but the poems I wrote for/on her are really sweeeeet!!

You know what,I am kind of at a loss of words here. I can only attempt to describe her and our friendship. Actually it's much more than that. I don't know what to call it but whatever it is,it is B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L! There is no one else I trust so much,care for so much or think about so much. Also we gossip LOADS xD

She's now found her guy and I wish them ALL the happiness and love in the world! Their photos make me go 'Awwww' and make me super miss my guy :( But chuck that!
So here's to all those weird drawings and book posts and all that we did.
Here's to making fun of each and every person's outfits and feeling so damn cool.
Here's to giggling and start laughing hard when asked why, here's to laughing SO hard that we have to clutch our stomachs and our cheeks start aching.
Here's to sitting together day after day in school .. To getting next to each other as soon as our class teacher left and then hiding beneath the desks if she randomly showed up -__-
Here's to checking out each and every guy we laid our eyes on and then looking at each other, that one look and we'd know that our views were the same :D 
Here's to having stupid retarded mega-challenged fights but then making up so fast :)
Here's to teasing each other with the people we HATE!
Here's to not talking to and bitching about the people one of us didn't like
Here's to joining social networking sites for each other .. Remember I had joined Orkut because of u! And now you joined Twitter for me :-*
Here's to screaming like someone was out to murder us in that 'Haunted House' thingy in Mulund.
Here's to laughing so freaking loud that people rudely stare :P
Here's to being so awesome that everyone on the road looks at us :P
Here's to having loads and loads and L-O-A-D-S of fun whenever we meet irrespective of the place!
Here's to a million mojitos ;)
And here's to being friends FOR-fucking-EVER! Even after being in different colleges and all shit,here's to being lifelong bitches xD

Tj , I Love You ♥ I'm Always Going To Be There For You .. Just Wanted To Let You Know! Muuuuuaaaaaah!!!

xoxo