Showing posts with label emotions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label emotions. Show all posts

Wednesday, October 31

I'm Falling For You


Sipping cold juice, on the grass.
Oblivious of everybody, the world spins so fast.

Look into your eyes and I see your love,
Shining and sparkling, stay with me.

Run your hands on my back, you know my weak spots,
My fascination, since day one you have caught.

Smooth your hair with my hands and now I'm gone,
You put me up on cloud nine and I need you now.
You have got me falling for you, fast and how!

Catch me baby, catch me, hold me tight.
Make me smile, make me laugh, we 'll set it right.

The people are looking, but I don't care, 
I see you looking at me, I can't break my stare.
My heart skips a beat and gives me a scare!

Catch me baby, catch me, take me close.
How long will this last, oh no one knows.

But right now you are my star and that's all I know.
So take me dancing, proper and slow.
Make me fall harder, make me fall in love.
Your hand fits mine, perfectly like a glove.

So catch me baby, catch me, coz I'm  falling for you!


Have a beautiful week ahead people. :] x



Monday, September 10

Quotes Love #3


These are 10 quotes that really, really, touched my heart. So I decided to share the images with you!
I hope you like them as much as I did! (My favorites are the 8th & the last ones!)

1. "You don't need to be smart, good looking, nor wealthy to make someone happy"


2. "Just because you know what I feel, doesn't mean you understand how it feels."


3. "Sometimes good people make bad choices, doesn't mean they're bad .. it means THEY'RE HUMAN"


4. "Being strong doesn't always mean you have to fight the battle. True strength is being an adult enough to walk away from the nonsense with your head held high."


5. "The one that angers you controls you.
Don't give anyone that power! Especially the one who does it intentionally.."


6.  "Don't base your life's decisions on the advice of people who don't have to live with the result."


7. "You have to get hurt. That's how you learn.
The strongest people out there, the ones who laugh the hardest with a genuine smile, those are the people who have fought the toughest battles. Because they've decided that they're not going to let anything hold  them down, they're moving on."


8. "Sometimes you have to be your own hero. Because sometimes the people you can't live without, can live without you."


9. "Don't expect anyone to understand your journey, especially if they've never walked your path."


10. "I can choose to let it define me, confine me, refine me, outshine me, or I can choose to move on and leave it behind me."


And one for good luck! :P

*  "If you are always trying to be normal, you will never know how amazing you can be."


<3
Hope you had/are having a beautiful Monday. Wish you a glorious week ahead!


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Sunday, September 9

They were watching her like a hawk, judging her.

(Finally I wrote a fictional post again. YAYY :D | Do read & lemme know how you found it!)

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She did things. She thought it was finally to put the past behind her, to move on.

Meera woke up early next morning, she wanted a proper new started, even if that meant going to bed early and waking up in dire need of coffee to find enough strength to brush her teeth!
She switched her phone on and went to freshen up. She returned to find 2 text messages. On was the standard spam message about winning a UK lottery. She shook her head and continued to the 2nd one.
It read :
" Hey there M! Good morning gorgeous. I wish you all the very best on this whole new start. And if you need someone to remind you that it is a brilliant plan when you start to lose faith, you have me. Have a great day! X"
This brought a radiant smile to her face! She knew she could count on him.. And this just went on to prove her right!
She replied with a thanks and went on with her day with boosted confidence.

(9 pm)

Meera had had a long day. But she felt good, she was still humming to herself. She decided to go online for a while to kind of take a break. She deserved it, she said to herself.
As she scrolled through the statuses and photos smiling every now and then, a chat box popped up.


  • "How are you doing Meera?! It's been so long! What's up girl?"
  • Hi .. I'm doing pretty good, thanks :) How are you?
  • "What's going on in life? UPDATE ME! :D"
  • Haha, not all that exciting Ria. Just a new job. It's going pretty good, today was my first day. The office looks wonderful Ria, you'd love it!
  • "That sounds nice! I'm happy for you!"
  • Aww. Thank you! What's new with you?
  • "Ah, nothing. Same old, same old. Achha listen, what's with the new boyfriend haan?"
  • I'm sorry, what? Come again? WHAT BOYFRIEND?!!
  • "You're talking to me babe, drop the act. Heard you're all lovey dovey with Ranjith-whats-his-name .. ?!
  • I thought you knew better than that Ria. Guess not! What the hell? We're just close friends. What is wrong with you people?
  • "Whoa , slow down there. You broke Mayank's heart 6 months ago. Now you're talking a lot with this guy, at least that's what the rumors state. Of course people are going to assume y'all are together. DUH."
  • Even if I am dating him, IF, how is it anyone's bloody business? And guess what, I didn't "break his heart" just for my own entertainment. It wasn't workin... never mind, why should I keep explaining myself to everyone! You know what? Think whatever you want. I don't give a shit. And you can tell your 'rumor mills' to get a life and STOP. SPECULATING. ABOUT. MINE!


She didn't tell anyone but after that day, she felt her world crashing down on her. No longer was she happy about the beautiful day. She thought about what she could do to stop all this as tears streamed down her face.
Why, when she was trying her hardest to move on, were they stuffing it in her face? Why wouldn't they leave her alone? When would they ever stop judging her?
Just because she ended one relationship, did that mean they would continue to look at her this way all the time? 
She sighed. The clock struck twelve. She was going to have a long day tomorrow as well. She sniffed, wiped her face and eased herself onto the bed.


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What'd you think about that? :] 

Wednesday, September 5

Happy Teacher's Day Neelam Foi! How I Wish You Were Here Right Now :)


"Nai maaf neechu nishaan" (basically means, always aim HIGH!) is what you would always say. You have no idea how many times all of us continue to quote you!

You're the first person my mind jumps to, when I think about teachers, so I miss you that much more today.

Everything happened so fast .. You were eating, enjoying, watching cricket and wishing us a good day everyday, and suddenly, you just weren't yourself. Everyone says that you're in a "better place" right now. I hope, actually I know you are. But that doesn't really help! :P I still feel like crying .. I miss you. SO MUCH.

Remember all those times you would take my textbooks and read them out to me? I would always cheat a little in Geography. Whether you noticed and let it go, or you didn't, you would always be so happy reading me stories!

I remember how I loved 'Dashavtar' and I couldn't read it myself as it was in Gujrati and you would read it to me. And Bambi. And Tintin. And Nancy from the newspapers! And the English comic strip every Sunday from the paper..

When you were not all that well but I told you about how I was doing Shakespeare's Macbeth in my workshop and you looked through your cupboard all day and found me your copy.. Thank you!

You went out and whenever you did, you would without fail, ALWAYS get Bhuvs and me chocolates. And the way you would give us money not only on our birthdays, but yours as well! As well as on any holiday, on your father's anniversary.. Thank you!

The way you would wish us 'Good morning, good day, bye!' every morning before we went to school and 'goodnight' before going to sleep.. Thank you!

Thank you for all those times you let Bhuvan and me sneakily watch cartoons when we were supposed to study. For all those times you missed your shows and cricket just so we could watch our silly Shinchan and Pokemon! For all those times you would sit next to us and hand over the remote to us for watching whatever we would like.

For all those times you would tell us mom dad were in the building because you would notice their car enter the building, each time you would cover up for us in front of mumma and pappa, just so they would never scold us.. Thank you!

But especially I thank you for always having never ending faith in me. For motivating and encouraging me. For believing in me. For believing that I would be able to do what I wanted, in life.

Thank you for thinking, and telling everyone that I really was working hard for my tenth boards. You were the only one at the time who said that :D

I wish you wouldn't have fallen ill. I wish I never had to see you that way.. I wish you were there to see me score such a good percentage in tenth! I wish you could've been there physically, when I got admission in my college. I wish you were here right now. I miss you Neelam Foi. 

You never got to eat the cheese burst pizzas. You never saw India do so well in Olympics. You didn't see me win something because of my writing.

But what I do know, is that you're smiling down at us from up there. That you're eating all the yummy food that there is in the world! That you read books and watch cricket. 

Happy Teacher's Day Neelam Foi. Thank you for everything. Thank you for all that you did, and didn't do. I was a stupid idiot back then. I wish I would have gotten to tell you how I feel but I know you know. I love you. I love you so much.


I miss you ..

Monday, August 6

10 Quotes To Make Your Monday Better! =)



"More powerful than the will to win is the courage to begin."

"Begin doing what you want to do now. We are not living in eternity. We have only this moment, sparkling like a star in our hand-and melting like a snowflake."

* "Trust your own instinct. Your mistakes might as well be your own, instead of someone else’s."

"Always concentrate on how far you’ve come, rather than how far you have left to go."

* "It is better to take many small steps in the right direction than to make a great leap forward only to stumble backward."

* "Action may not always bring happiness; but there is no happiness without action."

* "Don’t fear failure so much that you refuse to try new things. The saddest summary of life contains three descriptions: could have, might have, and should have."

* "Just as much as we see in others we have in ourselves."

* "We must accept finite disappointment, but never lose infinite hope."

* "The natural flights of the human mind are not from pleasure to pleasure but from hope to hope."

[Courtesy http://tinybuddha.com]



More Guest Posts Up Next! =)


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P.S : Wondering what's with the inspirational crap? No? Imma tell you anyway. :P
I'm in dire need of some motivation/inspirational/will to do anything, etc. So I thought I might as well post it over here. Hence.
-Over&Out-

Wednesday, August 1

Guest Post : "Falling Behind" - KIARA.

" First of all, congrats on your first blogoversary for this blog! You're an amazing blogger, and I really look forward to reading more of you! I couldn't quite think of a post that celebrated your blogoversary, so I ended up writing a poem, which doesn't relate to this, even the slightest bit. But here it goes!

Falling Behind

Dawn fluttered
Golden-fire bliss
The sun rose
But not a word uttered

The tiny, chirping birds
Spread apart their wings
Let themselves loose
To fly, to glide

Eyes opened
All was seen
Yours closed
The world unseen

Dark nights end
 It all started over
But where are you
Falling behind

Open your eyes
Snatch a glimpse
Take a breath
  Revitalize
Where are you
Falling behind

You're out of breath
Lost behind the crowd, insular
I slow down
Catching you
But losing myself
Where are you
Falling Behind

Bright clouds cover
Over your eyes they hover

I stop for you
 Lose my track
  Now I too
      Cannot see
              Where are you
                   Falling Behind

Dark clouds cover
Over my eyes they hover

Where are you
Racing ahead
You're lost again
  Eyes now open
  You grew, you flew
    Far away
      Racing ahead
Then Where am I
Falling Behind


I hope you have an amazing blogoversary! And thanks so much for inviting me to do this post! "

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Kiara! She's a gem, she blogs at 'Dreams' and she has such amazingly lovely poems, she is super mega talented :') 
Thank you so much for agreeing to guest post on my blog, and this poem is BEAUTIFUL
Andd, this is just the first guest post, loads more to come! =D


Thursday, July 26

I'm Trying!


I'm trying hard to start afresh, to leave things what happened where they belong, in the past.
I don't want to end up like some emotional baggage wali woman in some movie. :P

"If you let go a little, you will have a little peace. If you let go a lot, you will have a lot of peace."


 

I don't regret it. I don't regret us, I never could. It was lovely while it lasted. =) 


Excuse the face :P Read what it says!
I hope it's true. I hope things start working out.
I need em to ..
  

This makes me sad as well as happy.
At the moment, I don't know.
Bad things and time doesn't really pass as fast as you'd wish for it to! Sigh.

Also, deaths change people. Why can't some bitches get that? Just because I'm sometimes low  doesn't make me a loser. Your branding me that surely makes YOU one! 
I hope you are happy but I swear I can't let this one go. Who the heck irritates and give crap advice when someone is grieving? You do. Aaaaaaaaargh x_x


P.S I know I've been not commenting or visiting any blogs. I'm sorry, I mean it!
I'm unwell and college is on, traffic, rain and add to that classes and everything.
I'll try to be back as soon as I can. =)

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Friday, July 20

Maira.


" .. And that was the end of my hair problems!" Maira ended, which was followed by great exclamations, encouraging whoops and applause.
She exited the stage and happened to bump into a fairly good looking young woman. 
"Maira?"
"It's m'am to you" came the quick reply from somewhere in the crowd surrounding this famous beauty.
"Wait, have I seen you somewhere?" Niki asked Maira.
"Figure it our yourself Miss Bully" she muttered under her breath and left.

Niki was bewildered for quite some time .. Firstly she was late and she missed the chance of interviewing Miss Universe 2012 Maira, she was sure to get it tomorrow at the office. But that, strangely enough, wasn't what was nagging at her mind.. 'What did she mean by that sentence? Bully? What's she talking about?' Niki thought, as she got out of the lift, walking towards her house.

She entered to see her roommate stretched on the couch, watching television. The channel was broadcasting Maira's interview/press conference.

" .. and hey, I didn't get here unscathed. I was bullied. In school, oh yeah, don't gasp or look at me like that, I was bullied. But I wasn't all that fat, or ugly, and I wasn't hit, well then what happened? Let me tell y'all.
I was the only girl in my class who never did anything to my hair. I had pretty decent black locks which went down my lower back, which I always kept braided or tied up in a ponytail whenever I left home.


My parents were pretty conservative, not the type to keep me in the dark about boys and growing up and everything, but I wasn't raised up in a surrounding that made me want to experiment and color my hair. Among all the straightening, curling, bonding, streaking and dyeing, my hair was always the constant. Now a lot of girls kept getting mad at me because the teachers would always reprimand them, but since there was no such rule that said we couldn't do whatever we wanted with our hair, they could do nothing but lecture the class. The teachers would often take my name as an example, but hey, I wasn't some teacher's pet or anything. Far from it" Maira said, and giggled, her endearing dimples on display.

"I went to parties, I played basketball, I studied too, but was pretty average. The girls in my class would put chits into my bag calling me names, they would prank call at my house at times too.
So this goes out to every girl who oils her hair because she's not scared of being branded a behen-ji or boring. To that girl who doesn't fall prey to whatever the current hair fashion is. To that girl who ties her hair up simply. To every girl out there watching, who has being laughed upon because of her plaited hair, I survived it, and came out strong. And so shall you!" Maira stated, the audience captivated by her story.



" That was then and now? Well I am here, in a press conference midst hundreds of people, and forget what those girls do for a living, I have almost forgotten their names and faces even! Life is hard. But the fruits of labor, of having dealed with crap people, it is worth it!" she concluded.

"Maira, what exactly do you do to maintain your hair?" a journalist asked.

By now, Niki was gaping at the screen, Maira was the girl she had bullied? This exotic looking beauty? She'd never realized how her actions could've affected someone. She removed the plug out of the socket and ran into her room.. She felt horrible. Her only solace was the thought that Maira deserved all of it. The hair, the beauty, the fame..
- THE END -

This an entry for the "... and that was the end of my hair problems!" contest by Dove on Indiblogger. This is their 'Hair Aware App' which not only checks how much you know about your hair, but also suggests the Dove shampoo&conditioner range best suited for your use. 


Friday, May 18

Maria, Oh Maria!



She stared down bravely. She knew what she was doing, rather she had planned this and she would carry on with the plan to the T.

She squeezed her eyes shut and her heart thumped loudly, she could hear her blood ringing in her ears. She sent a silent prayer to the man above, and jumped. Her lithe body, arms gracefully spread like an angel, she crashed into the icy dark waves. Her body tossed & turned like a ragged old mannequin. Her breath came in gasps as the salty water burned her eyes. Her body convulsed and the icy water began to freeze her lungs. She saw herself in kindergarten, performing ballet on the stage. She was 14 and was elected the head of the drama club. Her parents' 50th anniversary. Her first kiss. Her driving license. Her mind started to numb down, she knew it was time to say goodbye. But to whom? Her parents didn't want her. Her sister hated her. And she had no other family.

 'Maria, mariaa' she heard someone call.. Alex! Oh sweet Alex, her love, had come to save her. She pictured his perfect luscious lips, his rock hard abs, his yummy cologne, but he'd gone off with Anne...? Ah! He must have seen the error of his ways. Her body was tossed again and she felt the numbness set in to her very bones. Something warm touched her. Another person... She fluttered her eyelashes, trying to fight the exhaustion, she wanted to look into his electrifying blue eyes..one last time. She struggled and squinted, but she was met with a pool of warm chocolate staring back at her with worry,fear and something else too. Love. It was Zayn. 

She then realized it had been Zayn all along.

-Blahblaholic x

P.S Zayn coz Zayn Malik is drooolicious =D

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