"Long live the walls we crashed through, I had the time of my life with you"

Longer relationships do not necessarily mean better because in you two, I find everything I need.

You get me. You get my obsession with sun screen and how I hate realizing I don't have my hand sanitizer in my bag. You know it takes me an hour to finish my ice cream cone. You know that my phone is switched off , or on airplane mode half the time and that's why your call won't get through. You get my love for Taylor and her music. You get my envy for amazing headsets and how I drool over those gorgeous headphones. You get how I like and want my wardrobe to be clean. You also get how my wardrobe would be purple and black black black if I had my way (I hope you read this ma). You get me when I'm typing with correct grammar and punctuation but also when I'm all "omg nOOO! SO BEAUTIFUL I CANNOT OMG JUST CNAT hELP". 

~ Saturn ~

She's the reason why fanfictions are my life now-a-days. She makes me pasta and concocts evil steal-her-phone plans with my younger brother. She thinks she's awkward at deep talks but she doesn't realize (because she's an idiot) how many times she has made me go from what-is-life to smiling and giggling at my phone because of her SURV and just Saturn being the adorable alien that she is! She was my date to the #TwitterYuleBall2012 although she ditched me early and I left a little while later and we missed Chris Rankin, but oh well! She's the one who actually took about a hundred screenshots for me when my phone couldn't, because she just is that nice. She unlocks her phone with her nose sometimes. She's a Slytherin and her creepily awesome evil side comes out sometimes and it is hilarious! She is that friend who steals the cheese off of your toast because she loves cheese. Also that person who makes cold coffee despite having a cold because hey, who cares about colds during exams which might totally make you ill and unable to study which is hard anyway. She has beautiful long hair and also I have this photo of her in yellow which might be one of the cutest photos I've seen of people I know in real life. I've never told anybody 'I love you' in less than two years of knowing them as much as I have told her because I do, I do. She also owes me chocolates, loads of 'em, so yaaay for that! :D

~ Vy ~ 

She knows how awkward and socially handicapped I am around new people thanks to have known me right at the beginning of 11th grade. She has these beautiful brown eyes which look like molten chocolate when light hits them, which is accurate & appropriate since she's very warm and exceptionally trusting. If I had to assign her to a house, she'd probably be a Gryffinclaw. Or a Ravenpuff?  She's the mature one of the group, although I realize that doesn't say a lot! She's technically challenged too, so I don't feel alone and everything. She's the person I bunked my first lecture with, and we went to Marine Drive and just sat there talking. She has epiphanies in showers and also pointlessly has this delusional idea wish that someday I will tell her who my favorite from One Direction is! don't hold your breath coz it's not going to happen. She knows how it feels when your younger siblings just borrow steal stuff from you and her parents say things which are eerily similar to what mine do. She Googled 'Blahblaholic' one day and read a lot of my posts at one go, so FOUR FOR YOU VY! YOU GO VY! I know she's the kind of person who would always give nice advice on being asked even if what you'd done was something terribly mean, because she just is that kind of a gem. She didn't know what MOFOs mean, isn't that precious? :P Hey Vy, I saw a demon child on my way back xD

Saturn and I are going to live together and adopt kids while Vy will live next to us with her charming, sweet, adorable partner and whenever our kid will poop/cry/annoy us we shall call her and she'll take care of everything. But Saturn might also meet some awesome person near some *cough* areas surrounding this city which starts with an N, so I'm not too sure about the idea? But for now, this plan is on like donkey kong.

We are going to have a hispter sleepover filled with One Direction+Supernatural fangirling, ice cream, cheesy movies and the dress code strictly is hair buns, and loose crappy home clothes. We are so fabulous, aren't we? Then we'll ride the trains from the first station to the last and back. And go to a karaoke bar. 

I was just missing these two crackpots so I decided to write this mush vomit. I'll be writing much more frequently now that I have holidays.
See you guys soon.

X

SURV = sunshine, unicorns, rainbows & Voldemort.

Four for you Glen Coco! You go Glen Coco! = Mean Girls quote.

Title = 'Long Live' by Taylor Swift.

Quotes Love #4

The 4th installment (?) in this series. These are selected at random btw. :)

* "The best thing about the past is that it shows you what not to bring into your future."

* "I'm not saying girls are perfect, because we all know that's not true. But why be unfaithful to her if she was true to you?" 

 * "People don't leave because things are hard. They leave because it's no longer worth it." 

* "The hardest thing to learn in life is which bride to cross and which to burn."

* "I learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help."

* "Be sure to taste your words before you spit them out."

* "I fall, I rise, I make mistakes, I live, I learn, I've been hurt, but I'm alive.
I'm human, and I'm not perfect, but I'm thankful ..

* "People think being alone makes you lonely  but I don't think that's true. Being surrounded by the wrong people is the loneliest thing in the world." 

* "You are never too old to set another goal, or to dream a new dream ..."

* "Never be ashamed of what you feel. You have the right to feel any emotion that you want, and to do what makes you happy."

* "You don't have to disrespect and insult others simply to hold your own ground. If you do, that shows how shaky your own position is." 

* "Just because you grew up with Daddy telling you that you're a princess doesn't mean you can expect a man to treat you like one while you act like a shallow, self centered, narcissistic bitch."

Have a chiller, kickass weekend! x

( BTW if you enjoyed this, you might also like QL#1 , QL#2, QL#3 and 10 Quotes To Make Your Monday Better. )

They were watching her like a hawk, judging her.

(Finally I wrote a fictional post again. YAYY :D | Do read & lemme know how you found it!)

*********

She did things. She thought it was finally to put the past behind her, to move on.

Meera woke up early next morning, she wanted a proper new started, even if that meant going to bed early and waking up in dire need of coffee to find enough strength to brush her teeth!

She switched her phone on and went to freshen up. She returned to find 2 text messages. On was the standard spam message about winning a UK lottery. She shook her head and continued to the 2nd one.

It read :
" Hey there M! Good morning gorgeous. I wish you all the very best on this whole new start. And if you need someone to remind you that it is a brilliant plan when you start to lose faith, you have me. Have a great day! X"

This brought a radiant smile to her face! She knew she could count on him.. And this just went on to prove her right!

She replied with a thanks and went on with her day with boosted confidence.

(9 pm)

Meera had had a long day. But she felt good, she was still humming to herself. She decided to go online for a while to kind of take a break. She deserved it, she said to herself.

As she scrolled through the statuses and photos smiling every now and then, a chat box popped up.

• "How are you doing Meera?! It's been so long! What's up girl?"
• Hi .. I'm doing pretty good, thanks :) How are you?
• "What's going on in life? UPDATE ME! :D"
• Haha, not all that exciting Ria. Just a new job. It's going pretty good, today was my first day. The office looks wonderful Ria, you'd love it!
• "That sounds nice! I'm happy for you!"
• Aww. Thank you! What's new with you?
• "Ah, nothing. Same old, same old. Achha listen, what's with the new boyfriend haan?"
• I'm sorry, what? Come again? WHAT BOYFRIEND?!!
• "You're talking to me babe, drop the act. Heard you're all lovey dovey with Ranjith-whats-his-name .. ?!
• I thought you knew better than that Ria. Guess not! What the hell? We're just close friends. What is wrong with you people?
• "Whoa , slow down there. You broke Mayank's heart 6 months ago. Now you're talking a lot with this guy, at least that's what the rumors state. Of course people are going to assume y'all are together. DUH."
• Even if I am dating him, IF, how is it anyone's bloody business? And guess what, I didn't "break his heart" just for my own entertainment. It wasn't workin... never mind, why should I keep explaining myself to everyone! You know what? Think whatever you want. I don't give a shit. And you can tell your 'rumor mills' to get a life and STOP. SPECULATING. ABOUT. MINE!

She didn't tell anyone but after that day, she felt her world crashing down on her. No longer was she happy about the beautiful day. She thought about what she could do to stop all this as tears streamed down her face.

Why, when she was trying her hardest to move on, were they stuffing it in her face? Why wouldn't they leave her alone? When would they ever stop judging her?

Just because she ended one relationship, did that mean they would continue to look at her this way all the time? 

She sighed. The clock struck twelve. She was going to have a long day tomorrow as well. She sniffed, wiped her face and eased herself onto the bed.

*********

What'd you think about that? :] 

I'm Trying!

I'm trying hard to start afresh, to leave things what happened where they belong, in the past.

I don't want to end up like some emotional baggage wali woman in some movie. :P

"If you let go a little, you will have a little peace. If you let go a lot, you will have a lot of peace."


 

I don't regret it. I don't regret us, I never could. It was lovely while it lasted. =) 

Excuse the face :P Read what it says!
I hope it's true. I hope things start working out.
I need em to ..

  

This makes me sad as well as happy.

At the moment, I don't know.

Bad things and time doesn't really pass as fast as you'd wish for it to! Sigh.

Also, deaths change people. Why can't some bitches get that? Just because I'm sometimes low  doesn't make me a loser. Your branding me that surely makes YOU one! 

I hope you are happy but I swear I can't let this one go. Who the heck irritates and give crap advice when someone is grieving? You do. Aaaaaaaaargh x_x

P.S I know I've been not commenting or visiting any blogs. I'm sorry, I mean it!

I'm unwell and college is on, traffic, rain and add to that classes and everything.

I'll try to be back as soon as I can. =)

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HAPPY BUDDAY SATURN!

It's my friend Saturn's Budday today. <3 

Happy Birthday my Saturnian! 

Your stealing cheese off my toast, poking your cheeks, fail Bluetooth shares and creepy Supernatural scares,

Draco Malfoy's hotness and canteen k Chinese ka mess,

Naturals ice cream and Twix,

And broken chains ko not even trying to fix,

The Fan fictions I never read :P,

And laughing over what lame people behind us said.

To medu vadas that are apparently uncooked coz they are white,

Arguing over silly stuff, not having a lame fight.

Getting lost at Dadar, and spending hours like a fool, Being a Potterhead, which OBVIOUSLY means we're so cool B|

Here's to you being seventeen. To loads of Paneer Schezwan and Chilli Cheese Toast, to Marine Drive, to writing all over the page during class, to laughing when she got caught and thinking the Winchesters rock and Rowling is our queen.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY K! 

Much, much, much love.

Because Every Band-Aid Has To Be Ripped off,Sooner Or Later.

Dear Friend, you said you'll come home, a million times till date, and somehow the plans never materialized. You lead me on, maybe unknowingly, but I'm filled with false hope, and then you let me down. Where were you when my world was on fire? When I was crying all day and surrounded by sad crappy sad things? You weren't here for me.

You know what hurts more? I was there for you, I did all I could. You were busy with classes, ok. Busy with your own personal problems, ok. But how much time does one phone call really take? Sigh.

Dear Friend #2, remember that day when you called me in the morning almost crying over the phone itself? You told me what was wrong and I came over to yours, to try and comfort you. I was there for your fights, with your parents, I took your side when everyone said you're an idiot, I consoled and spoke to your partner when that person didn't want to even speak to you.
And we, we aren't in touch even, properly. You call when you need something, when I need someone, you are never around. In my 6 months of my foot injury, did you EVER ask about my foot?

When I met new people, you said I'm forgetting you all, I never did. I always made time, for our plans, for everything. If I could, I would.

I kept wondering, what'd I do wrong? Am I not worth that one message? One phone call? 10-12 years of friendship, and it all boils down to this?
I felt lonely. And abandoned. And so annoyed, frustrated.
But not anymore.

One wise person told me, that sometimes you just outgrow some relationships. And though it felt like a cruel blow to my ears, I know it is true.
Maybe you have found someone better, who understands you more, maybe you have changed your priorities.
So today, I'm forgiving myself for hating myself beause of other people.For questioning my worth. For feeling sad over these now-extremely-awkward friendships.
Whatever happens, if we talk once a month, or directly after a year, I'll always love you!

I'm shaking off this whole thing, and ripping off the band-aids. It'll hurt, God it already does, but it will get better someday. HAS TO!

This doesn't mean I hate you. It just means I've accepted what's happening and I will no longer dwell on it, or complain about it.

Have a KICKASS weekend! =D

Kittens Are Cute. If You Were A Channel,I'd Put You On Mute!

Hello the awesome cute and super supportive people of le blog. I got 190+ followers. WEEEEEE! =D

Who doesn't like kittens? I mean what kind of people think kittens aren't cute? STUPID. Yeah, you read it right. Buddhu log ko hi nahi pasand aate kitttttens <3 And cats. Fur balls xx

It's 5 past one right now, and I'm yawning my mouth out. I'm le tired. Coz I had logic class today.
But I'm happy. I not know why, butbut, I'm just, you know, the reasonless happy!
^__^

A colony friend I had lost in touch with, we have gotten close again. Been walking in the colony with her since the past 2-3 days. Fun it is! =D

She's nice and funny and cute and we both are kind of crazy. So yeah! =D

It is crazy ass HOT. But I like travelling. Even if it's nearby. I feel lazy to get out of my house clothes, but once I'm out... =D

Hair is having good days recently. Curly and springy and in le form. It feels good =)

There's an awesome breeze blowing through the French windows at the moment. And it's cool right now. Like I-may-get-a-cold-cool types. 

I am happy. Right now, here, this instant. I don't know why, but I am. And that's a good thing,no?

Which is the one thing that can make you happy? 

Like, when you're maybe having a rough day, what'd YOU do to unwind? To get your mood back on track?

AWWW =D 

- Blahblaholic x

She Grew Up

*phone rings*
"Hey baby, what's up? Miss me?"
"Hiii! Of course I missed you. Was just getting ready. Gonna go out with friends. What've u been doing?"
"Oh cool. Where are you people going? And friends as in who all? You're going now, like right now?? When will you be back?"
"Arrey, with all my friends yaar. We're going to Phoenix. Ya ya, Nick's coming to pick me up"
"Why Nick? Baby you should've just asked me. I'd have dropped u no?"
"STOP IT ABHAY! You always do this. My life, they're my friends. I go with whomever I want. Tera kya jaa raha hai?!"
"I'm sorry babe. Sorry. Really. I'm trying to control it yaar, but kabhi kabhi ho jata hai, I'm sorry. You have fun babe"
"Ya. Chalo I've to go"
"I love you"
"Ya. Love u too. Bye"
....................................................
"What the bloody hell do you think you are doing Abhay? You're fucking insane. STOP!!"
"Arrey, don't shout baby. I was only protecting you. I mean they were staring at you and - "
"Oh, so now you gonna get all concerned about the stares haan? You almost killed him you, you, you bloody swine!!"
"I didn't kill him. C'mon! Why are you getting mad over such a small thing?"
"Why am I getting angry? Are you like mentally ill or something? YOU ALMOST KILLED A GUY! Do you even get it?"
"He had no right to check out my girlfriend no"
"AAAARGH. He was not checking me out you possessive moron! God, you're impossible. I'm leaving. Go to hell."
....................................................
"Umm, are u ok ?"
"No. Why does he always do that yaar Nick? Hamesha he does such drama only. It's so annoying. Sab mujhpe haste hai. I hate it re. So embarrassing and insulting it is!"
"Chalo ab, don't cry. Shhhhh. Can I um, tell you a.. something?"
"Haan *wipes tears* bolo!"
"First, take this and wipe your face .. See, I know you love him and all of that but.. how do I say it..Um this is very bad behavior. Do you think it's worth it? See, end me it's your call. So just, you know, take time. We all hate to see you crying yaar."
"Hmmm"
....................................................
"Hey!!!"
"Hi"
"I'm sorry. Really. I don't know what happened. I'm trying na yaar. Tu sun. I'm sorry! Really am. I won't let it happen again. Sorry rea - "
"This can't go on Abhay. I am sorry. I'm breaking up with you. Sorry"
....................................................

FACEBOOK

Alisha is in a relationship with Abhay
" Haaan? What the hell? "

*beep*


--> Hey Lisha here, just wanted to tell you that um I'm seeing Abhi now.
reply :  Have fun girl. He's all yours! 
"Whatever. I don't care"
....................................................
" Beta, your friend Nick is here. Come inside Nick beta. Coffee piyoge?"
"Nai aunty, fir kabhi. Thank you. Aanchal kaha hai?"
"Hi Nick. *giggles* Look at you, all red. Marathon man!"
"Listen. Sit. Now - "
"Arrey breathe no mad. You'll get a heart attack or something. Want me in jail that bad or what?"
"That bastard - "
"NICK! Mom will hit you"
"That erm loser asscake was double dating! He's dating that skinny thing umm - "
"Alisha?"
"Yeah. But when he was with you, he was also dating Puja"
"Huh. I don't um know what to say huh"
"Aye, don't cry yaar. Come here. Shhhhh. It's over na now. It's okay Aanchal, it's okay. Shhhhh. Breathe"


" And I look back in regret, when I ignored when they said run as fast as u can.
Dear John, I see it all now, it was wrong,
Don't you think nineteen is too young to be played by your dark twisted games when I loved you so?
I should've known!
I see it all now that you're gone.
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with? The girl in the dress cried the whole way home "

I used to do this 3 bloggers per post thing. Well, if you're a new follower *waves at ya* hey! I link up to minimum of 3 bloggers I follow with my fav post by them =)
Now since I've lost count of where I was, I'll start from the bottom.
Have fun!

1. ♫♪♥PhilO♥♪♫  at ♡♥♪ჱL!fe Thr()ugh My Eyes♡♥♪ჱ : I'm sure most of you already follow her.

Anyway, my fav post by her is 'The Fresh Smell Of Earth .. Fresh Love' .. It is sweet, it is romantic, it is awesomeness. <3 She reminds me of one of my other bubbly super sweet friends!
2. Sadiya Merchant at Yeh Life Hai .... Take it lightly! : Again one person most of you do know. She's damn sweet and cute =D Fav post is 'Revenge' and 'When you kiss a frog' .. Yeah,I know that's two but, but, but I couldn't choose only one *pouts*
3. Disguise at Who? What, nails! ooo! Squirrel! OMGGGG : Now, this female is really really, pure awesomeness. Fav post hmm this : No woman;no cry . That is SEXY. Plus she's so nice to talk to. I mean haan, 1-2 baar hi baat hui but still =p And she too is doing Arts *fist bump*

So now go visit these blogs and read these posts if you haven't already =)

xo

Best Friends Forever ♥

So, as the title suggest this blog is about one friend of mine who I believe and reallly realllyyyy wish stays with me forever!!

Call her China, Chinese or Tj, the fact remains that she is one of  the most encouraging, supportive, spunky, super cool and sweeeeeeetest friend I've ever had :)

So baby,this post is dedicated to you!! :)

 Beautiful  :)

I've known her since Jr.Kg but we became really really realllyyyyyyyy close in 8th grade. I remember when I got close to her because of another girl who got close to me because the guy she liked was one of my besties.. I was crazy about that guy's best friend and I've written so many sad poems,don't even ask :P

Whatever,chuck that .. 

So I've done the dumbest and the silliest and in my language the smartest things with her :D 

She knows stuff about me which is awesome yet so embarrassing that apart from my guy,no one else knows about all that. 

There 've been times when I haven't had to say anything because she would just guess! 

Me and Her

In 10th std,we had to speak about something in English class and once I spoke about her. I spoke about how she has always been there for me and how I intend to see this friendship work out till the very end. And you know what,half way through my speech,I started sniffling.My voice got throaty and if I hasn't been so intent on continuing,I'd have burst out in tears!

Throughout our friendship,Tj and I have 3 out of 5 times had a crush on the same guy!!!! It was so much fun coz we liked and found cute the same exact things! Damn cool that was xD

In 10th grade,whenever I'd get bored,we'd make lists.. About movies,things blah blah we like and you know what,there was nothing I'd like to do better.

People in school would pass chits.But we,the awesome people would pass our books.. And so I've got 3-4 rough books full of  *EPIC* stuff in it.. Stuff I'd not trade for ever!! :)

After the guy I liked,she became my muse and I'm not self-praising but the poems I wrote for/on her are really sweeeeet!!

You know what,I am kind of at a loss of words here. I can only attempt to describe her and our friendship. Actually it's much more than that. I don't know what to call it but whatever it is,it is B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L! There is no one else I trust so much,care for so much or think about so much. Also we gossip LOADS xD

She's now found her guy and I wish them ALL the happiness and love in the world! Their photos make me go 'Awwww' and make me super miss my guy :( But chuck that!
So here's to all those weird drawings and book posts and all that we did.
Here's to making fun of each and every person's outfits and feeling so damn cool.
Here's to giggling and start laughing hard when asked why, here's to laughing SO hard that we have to clutch our stomachs and our cheeks start aching.
Here's to sitting together day after day in school .. To getting next to each other as soon as our class teacher left and then hiding beneath the desks if she randomly showed up -__-
Here's to checking out each and every guy we laid our eyes on and then looking at each other, that one look and we'd know that our views were the same :D 
Here's to having stupid retarded mega-challenged fights but then making up so fast :)
Here's to teasing each other with the people we HATE!
Here's to not talking to and bitching about the people one of us didn't like
Here's to joining social networking sites for each other .. Remember I had joined Orkut because of u! And now you joined Twitter for me :-*
Here's to screaming like someone was out to murder us in that 'Haunted House' thingy in Mulund.
Here's to laughing so freaking loud that people rudely stare :P
Here's to being so awesome that everyone on the road looks at us :P
Here's to having loads and loads and L-O-A-D-S of fun whenever we meet irrespective of the place!
Here's to a million mojitos ;)
And here's to being friends FOR-fucking-EVER! Even after being in different colleges and all shit,here's to being lifelong bitches xD

Tj , I Love You ♥ I'm Always Going To Be There For You .. Just Wanted To Let You Know! Muuuuuaaaaaah!!!

xoxo